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lol most definitely chocolate milk :)

finally a new one-HONESTY HOUR!
Have you ever:
1) Self harmed?
2) Got into a real fight?
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
4) Tried to commit suicide?
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
8) Accused someone of using you?
9) Shoplifted?
10) Gotten drunk/high?
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
14) Bored?
15) Avoiding someone?
16) Avoiding some task?
17) Depressed?
18) Crying?
19) Annoyed with a friend?
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
26) Go out drinking?
27) Smoke cigarettes?
28) Smoke weed?
29) Do any hard drugs?
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
36) Think things will get better?
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
42) Shy OR open?
43) Eyes OR body?
44) Religious OR non-religious?
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
52) Smoke weed?
53) Smoke cigarettes?
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
70) Sleep naked?
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
73) Cellphone or Computer?
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
76) Apple OR PC?
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And be honest.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
My patience is running thin with a lot of people right now.
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99 truths

1. Last hug : Jon
2. Last phone call : my sister Caitlin
3. Last text message : um I don’t remember
4. Last song you heard : Something by Silverstein
5. Last time you cried : Saturday night

HAVE YOU EVER
6. Dated someone twice : yes
7. Been cheated on : yes wouldn’t wish it on anyone
8. Kissed someone and regretted it : definitely
9. Lost someone special : yes
10. Been depressed : yes
11. Pulled an all-nighter : on several occasions, sometimes two or three in a row
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS
12. Blue
13. Green
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU
15. Made a new friend : yes
16. Fallen out of love : if you have to say “loved” it was not love at all. Now I found a relationship with someone was all a lie, and therefore it could not have been love.
17. Laughed until you cried : a lot
18. Met someone who changed you : every good friend of mine has changed me
19. Found out who your true friends were : I’m starting to see
20. Found out someone was talking about you : yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friends list : on Facebook? Yes.
YOUR LIFE
22. How many people on your friend list do you actually know : all of them
23. How many kids do you want : four, but I’ll cross that bridge when I come to it
24. Do you have any pets : three cats, two dogs, and two more dogs we babysit for my oldest sister, Meagan
25. Do you want to change your name : I wanted to change it to Sarah or Rachel when I was little but I’m fine with it now
26. What did you do for your last birthday : went to Scarowinds after a drill competition at UNCC
27. What time did you wake up today : 10:46am to be exact
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : sleeping -_-
29. Name something you cannot wait for : this coming weekend
30. Last time you saw your mother : a few minutes ago lol
31. What’s one thing you could change about your life : nothing because I would not be who and where I am, and who and where I am are who and where God wants me to be
32. What are you listening to right now : nothing. Silence.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : yes, but not romantically
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now : a lot of people, but I shall not be a bitch and name them publically
35. Most visited web page : Facebook/Tumblr
36. What’s your real name : Brianna Alane Zike hopefully the last name will finally be changed soon
37. What’s your nickname : Good God – BB/BB the Beast/Ziggy/Zicky/Yente/Bumblebee/Bri-Bri/Ba-Bri-Bri/Gumpy/Gimpy/Twizler/Frizz/Anna/You/spidermonkey/and it goes on and on. I haven’t heard an original one in years
38. Relationship status : engaged
39. Favorite animal : Hippo
40. Male or female: really now?
44. Write w.e you want here : no.
45. Long or short : hair? Eh long. Breath? Long-winded :)
46. Height : around 5’3, 5’4
47. Do you have a crush on someone : heehee JonJon
48. What do you like about yourself : my personality and loyalty
49. Piercings : ears a long time ago and I don’t even really where earrings
50. Tattoos : I want two
51. Righty or lefty : righty

FIRSTS
53. First piercing : ears
54. First best friend : to save my Facebook friends a long story, Lauren Appenzeller
55. First sport you joined : cheerleading/MMA
56. First vacation : hmmm I have to think about that

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating : I just ate porkchops, beans and rice, and applesauce with soda and tea
60. Drinking : just had tea
61. I’m about to : sleep
62. Listening to : silence.
63. Waiting for : graduation and the day I can live with my friends and babydoll
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids : duh
65. Get married : really now? Look at my relationship status
66. Career : I don’t really want anything other than to be a mother, but I’m going for engineering at UNCC so I can support my babies and give them everything they need

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes : eyes
68. Hugs or kisses : if I’m angry or sad, I need hugs. If I’m okay, or sometimes when I am sad, kisses do the trick. But normally I prefer a good mix of both
69. Shorter or taller : taller but not a giant
70. Older or younger : older otherwise I feel weird
71. Romantic or spontaneous : both
73. Sensitive or loud : both at the right times
74. Hook up or relationship: relationship. I can’t do the friends with benefits.
HAVE YOU EVER
76. Kissed a stranger : nope
77. Stole for someone : nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts : I have scratched and torn
79. Hurt yourself : this one time, at JROTC Camp, I went to play handball and tore my ankle ligament :S
80. Broken someone’s heart : I sure as hell hope not. That hurts so bad.
82. Been arrested : nope. My parents would shoot me
83. Turned someone down : yes. It sucks
84. Cried when someone died : yes
85. Fallen for a friend : yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself : yes
87. Miracles : yes. I’ve seen them. Lived them.
88. Love at first sight : not as a general rule, but I believe it can happen, if two souls know each other :)
89. Heaven : yes
90. Santa Clause : nope
91. Kiss on the first date : sure whatever floats your boat
92. Angels : yes, I’m marrying my guardian angel

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
94. Had more than one boy/girlfriend at a time : nope
95. Did you sing today : yes, “You are my sunshine” to Jon
96. First person in your contacts : idk? My bff Jill?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go ? meh probably to freshman/sophomore year
98. The moment you would choose : either the first time I met Jon, or one of our first moments dating
99. Are you afraid of falling in love : I used to be and sometimes I still am afraid of being in love, but I trust Jon and God

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The best part about this past weekend?

You holding me in your arms Saturday night like you did. Not sex, not touching. Your words, and kissing like I was 16 and you were 17 again. Not aggressively, intimately on a chaste level. I love you baby.

Girls:

I am not jealous just because I don’t want you flirting with my fiance. I don’t want you flirting with my fiance because it’s disrespectful and I will not tolerate like I used to.